fear of the future

Yes. I have a fear of the future.
I'm afraid of the struggles that will make me stronger.
I'm afraid of failing. I'm afraid of getting stuck in impossible situations.
I'm afraid of hurting those who I love simply because I've made wrong decisions.
Life changing? Probably.
Being indecisive doesn't help. Being confident in my decision and then to be brought down by reality is a bitch.

Sometimes being strong is hard when deep down you're weak.